Huakai I Waikiki

The doctor said I have about 5 good years left before the cancer comes back and kills me, he said to enjoy the time I have so I went to Waikiki for a kick back session on O'ahu, what a BEAUTIFUL island!  I don't like to think about dying, it hardly seems possible, I feel fine, but he seems pretty sure some of those rogue cells are still running around in me and the ones not treatable by Lupron will do me in.  Gloom.  So there's really no point in saving for old age:  there won't BE any!

I needed the relax time at Waikiki, it was easy, no stress, just walk down to the beach every day, get some sun, some shade, swim.  I met an Australian bloke, kinda interesting to talk with, he seems to be a very successful rich businessman.

Why does there have to be cancer?

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Ka- hoanoho ka'a pipi'i

He Lamborgini ke-ia ka-a.  Ka- hoanoho ia.  Ua hana i Ikalia ia.  Mana'o ko'u hoaloha i Palekane (maopopo oia nui no na ka'a) kumu ku-ai ia kokoke elua haneli kaukani kala !  He ka-ne 'o-pio ka mea ke-ia ka'a.  Nu-ne- au he aha kono hana.  Waiwai nui kono makuahine, he hale 'aina Italia kono.  Ua lawe paha oia ke ka'a a kono keiki ka-ne.

23000 views?  HOW?  WHO?  WHY???

Pehea?, o wai?, no ke aha?

Mehana i ke kulanakauhale ke-ia la- a me i nehinei, aka anu nui na- koena o ke aupuni.  Nui ke hau kea  i na kulanakauhale i ka hikina.  A, hele i kahakai ma anei.  Like me Hawai'i ke-ia mau la-, aka hele ke anu a me ke ua i ka Po-eha.

Who Reads This?

Answer in comments please if you are reading this and why.  The blogspot data shows people actually read this, like 30 a day sometimes.  Why?  Lets go dictionary dipping...Today's word is MA-NALO, meaning drinkable as in water as in WAIMANALO, a beautiful place on the windward side of O'ahu.  I guess windward side would be aoao makani, or aoao hikina (east).  Aloha

It has been a while.  Its winter now and cold, the heat has been on for 12 hours, the cat is sleeping by my feet, I am bundled up.  Oh to be in Hana.  Or Hilo.  Or Hanalei.  I have Hawaiian weather on the cell phone, its always warm there.  Not necessarily nice, but warm.  Oh you get 82 degrees which is great but it can be 82 with torrential downpours and heavy wind.  The locals love it when they get snow on Mauna Kea and Mauna Loa, and I guess it gets onto Haleakala sometimes, too.  The cold weather here will ease off gradually, its supposed to be in the 70s late next week.  Rain wind and cold tomorrow.  Oddly, I like that.  I like hearing the rain pound down.  Makemake au lohe a ka haule o ke ua i ke kapoko a i na pukaaniani, a i ka makani i na pama.

Having a nice visit with a friend in the hospital recovering from a hip replacement operation and suddenly one of the visitors pipes up about a former co worker of hers who died of It.  Great.  Just what I need to hear about.  Totally ruined my day.  Maybe the whole week.  He died in a hospice.  Great.  Was clear of the disease for many years, then wham.  The greatest prayer remains to just not wake up in the morning.  Like Ann's dad.  Lunch,  then to couch for afternoon nap, and never wakes up.  I hate that God or the universe or fate is playing games with me, fucking with my mind, maybe waiting to torture me.  Why not just kill me.  Fuck I hate this.